E-Journal #19

The reason why God gave us another day to live is to enjoy it, to have fun, to appreciate all the things that are happening with the purpose, and to cherish all those little things in this world. Right ? right ! :))))

You know, I'm just an ordinary girl, sometimes I'm lazy, I get bored, I get scared, I feel ignored, I feel happy, I get silly, I choke on my own words. I make wishes, I have dreams and I still want to believe,  that anything could happen in this world, for an ordinary girl. And I enjoy my life! :) 

Nothing, I just want to release this feeling that every other girls feel. Even me of course, because I am one of them, like her, like you, like me, I'm just an ordinary girl !

:))))))))

Ah yeah right, also because I enjoyed my whole last week because I had bond with my family team, and of course with my adviser, and I realized that he is really good. Every time we are having a game, he's always there to support the team. Really great. :))

I just wish all of my team mates feel the same way. Like what I feel.

E - Journal # 18

The whole week passed by just like that . Yeah we had an irregular class I guess . Sometimes we just practiced for our MAPEH . But of course we had our class in Computer , and English . 

But I can't help myself to think about the things or should I say those bad things that I've done this week . And I really feel Sorry for that . Really ! :(

I am really having a hard time since then and until now every evening . Having a hard time to sleep peacefully , and guess what ? I don't know why :(

But I really hope , and yes . I know that everything WILL be all right . In God's time . :))) Because He LOVES me so much ! :))

Just want to say sorry to the person I hurt . Yes , I can say that . SORRY !

You know , I can't really blame our Lord why is this happening in the world right now . Even though not here in our place where I live . But in the place that are very dangerous places . Just like in Leyte , Bohol and in Cebu . I am really sorry for them . You know , they lost the lives of their family members , and I really don't like it . I want to help them , even my sister and my Mom , feel the same way . We really want to help other people . But we just don't know how . What step that we need to do to help others . 

I know that God has has his own reason why he let things to happen , and the reason why he did all these things . And I am sure that this is because the people nowadays do not care about each lives anymore , and even do not care about the nature , that God gave us , but we don't think about it , and I am REALLY SORRY for that . We should take care of our world , we should appreciate and love all those little thing that God gave us , because it's a blessing . Even the smallest thing in this world , It is really important .  Here , one thing more . These things happened just because of those corrupt people that are hiding right now in their so called very beautiful shelters . Hiding from the disaster outside their houses . I noticed this thing because , world wouldn't do this to many people with no reason . I don't know if it's just me who noticed that or we , we noticed that . 

I hate it , I really hate to think about it . I don't like seeing people suffering from the faults of ours . Take note : all of us . Yes , all of us , because we're not perfect and I admit that I did bad things too . So , I hope that what happened will be a lesson to all of . To accept the fact that God really knows what he's doing , and it's his plan . Anyway , all this time , I was talking about , the SUPER TYPHOON YOLANDA . Hays , I know , everything will be okaaaaaaaay ! Just have a faith in GOD ! ^_^

You know I know that God has blessed me . So I say a deep prayer to the most high . That you too should do it . REALLY :))))))) 

A bid goodbye to you ! You keep safe , and take good care of yourself . God Blesssssssss ! :*

E - Journal #17

October 21-25

Last monday . That was just a normal day for me , regular class , and discussions . But until this day , I can feel the nervousness of mine . Because this week will be the interview week . Meaning , this coming days will be my performance in tellephone interview and my panel interview .

I have to get ready . I have to control my nervousness . :( Haysss , I think it would be really hard .

Tuesday . Uh-oh , Sir Josh just announced earlier that we will have our mac interview tomorrow . Uhhh , My God ! 

Okay , so this day will be the mac interview . I did wish awhile ago that I won't be the one who will be interviewed . But believe me or not ? Well , I was the only girl in my section that has been interviewed :( But it's okay , at least I did it , and Ma'am Vangie was laughing at me . Hahahah . I Really love Maa'am Vangieeeeeee . :))))) .

Maybe I was thinking for tomorrow the whole time . Because our phone call interview will happen tomorrow , and I am so scared . Then my panel interview will be happening on Saturday .

God Bless .