E-Journal #19

The reason why God gave us another day to live is to enjoy it, to have fun, to appreciate all the things that are happening with the purpose, and to cherish all those little things in this world. Right ? right ! :))))

You know, I'm just an ordinary girl, sometimes I'm lazy, I get bored, I get scared, I feel ignored, I feel happy, I get silly, I choke on my own words. I make wishes, I have dreams and I still want to believe,  that anything could happen in this world, for an ordinary girl. And I enjoy my life! :) 

Nothing, I just want to release this feeling that every other girls feel. Even me of course, because I am one of them, like her, like you, like me, I'm just an ordinary girl !

:))))))))

Ah yeah right, also because I enjoyed my whole last week because I had bond with my family team, and of course with my adviser, and I realized that he is really good. Every time we are having a game, he's always there to support the team. Really great. :))

I just wish all of my team mates feel the same way. Like what I feel.

E - Journal # 18

The whole week passed by just like that . Yeah we had an irregular class I guess . Sometimes we just practiced for our MAPEH . But of course we had our class in Computer , and English . 

But I can't help myself to think about the things or should I say those bad things that I've done this week . And I really feel Sorry for that . Really ! :(

I am really having a hard time since then and until now every evening . Having a hard time to sleep peacefully , and guess what ? I don't know why :(

But I really hope , and yes . I know that everything WILL be all right . In God's time . :))) Because He LOVES me so much ! :))

Just want to say sorry to the person I hurt . Yes , I can say that . SORRY !

You know , I can't really blame our Lord why is this happening in the world right now . Even though not here in our place where I live . But in the place that are very dangerous places . Just like in Leyte , Bohol and in Cebu . I am really sorry for them . You know , they lost the lives of their family members , and I really don't like it . I want to help them , even my sister and my Mom , feel the same way . We really want to help other people . But we just don't know how . What step that we need to do to help others . 

I know that God has has his own reason why he let things to happen , and the reason why he did all these things . And I am sure that this is because the people nowadays do not care about each lives anymore , and even do not care about the nature , that God gave us , but we don't think about it , and I am REALLY SORRY for that . We should take care of our world , we should appreciate and love all those little thing that God gave us , because it's a blessing . Even the smallest thing in this world , It is really important .  Here , one thing more . These things happened just because of those corrupt people that are hiding right now in their so called very beautiful shelters . Hiding from the disaster outside their houses . I noticed this thing because , world wouldn't do this to many people with no reason . I don't know if it's just me who noticed that or we , we noticed that . 

I hate it , I really hate to think about it . I don't like seeing people suffering from the faults of ours . Take note : all of us . Yes , all of us , because we're not perfect and I admit that I did bad things too . So , I hope that what happened will be a lesson to all of . To accept the fact that God really knows what he's doing , and it's his plan . Anyway , all this time , I was talking about , the SUPER TYPHOON YOLANDA . Hays , I know , everything will be okaaaaaaaay ! Just have a faith in GOD ! ^_^

You know I know that God has blessed me . So I say a deep prayer to the most high . That you too should do it . REALLY :))))))) 

A bid goodbye to you ! You keep safe , and take good care of yourself . God Blesssssssss ! :*

E - Journal #17

October 21-25

Last monday . That was just a normal day for me , regular class , and discussions . But until this day , I can feel the nervousness of mine . Because this week will be the interview week . Meaning , this coming days will be my performance in tellephone interview and my panel interview .

I have to get ready . I have to control my nervousness . :( Haysss , I think it would be really hard .

Tuesday . Uh-oh , Sir Josh just announced earlier that we will have our mac interview tomorrow . Uhhh , My God ! 

Okay , so this day will be the mac interview . I did wish awhile ago that I won't be the one who will be interviewed . But believe me or not ? Well , I was the only girl in my section that has been interviewed :( But it's okay , at least I did it , and Ma'am Vangie was laughing at me . Hahahah . I Really love Maa'am Vangieeeeeee . :))))) .

Maybe I was thinking for tomorrow the whole time . Because our phone call interview will happen tomorrow , and I am so scared . Then my panel interview will be happening on Saturday .

God Bless .

E - Journal # 16

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me.
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you

Find a way to bring myself back home to you


And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning

Is this what you called last song syndrome ? My God ! This song is reaaly good . <333333 . 

Aside from God , MUSIC is my BESTFRIEND , in which I know , it will never leave me . That's why I love music <333333333333 . Music doesn't lie , if there is something to be changed in this world , then it can only happen through music . Also one good thing about music ? That when it hits me , I feel no pain ! :)

Okay moving on , like what I said , from last week until next week I guess , things would be hard . But , but I'm sure , things will be okay , because I am not alone . Hahaha . I mean , I have my streght here , and that's myself , and also God ! 

Ah yeah , I also finished my reporting with my casual attire in English and T.L.E . :)))) less work for me now . I'll go for my projects this time , and then after , for my exams . :) whoooo . It'd be okay . I know <3333 but I can't help this feeling , I feel so nervous for my English , about the pannel interview . But it's okay , hahaha :)) 

Okay moving on . Well for the whole week , like what I 

Ah

E - Journal #15

Building a successful company (or living a happy life, for that matter) is not about embracing someone else's philosophy, but staying true to your own beliefs about the world and learning from the mistakes you make along the way .

Just like what they always say , " Life is Wonderful , if we know how to live " .

That's why I am really trying my best and doing all the things that would make me happy , to make my life so memorable , and I know , time will come , that I would have my endless happiness . With my friends , family , and of course living my life with my God ! :)) 

Monday - Friday 

So far , this week was the busiest and very intense week for me , there's a lot of things to do , and yeah I did it . But that's not yet done . This coming week and the following weeks after next week , I'm pretty sure , it's gonna be more harder than this week . But that would be okay , and everything's gonna be okay . Hahaha really . I'm trying to convince myself . But I'm not convinced yet . Hohoho . 

Last Monday , uhmm , I was happy . But I do not know why , again and again . Maybe there's just something magical that happened . Ahahaha . But not in a serious way , and really not big deal . :))))

Thanks for that my God ! ILOVEYOU MWAAAAAAHHHH :***** 

Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it. You must make a mighty effort to keep swimming upward into that happiness forever, to stay afloat on top of it.” 

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E - Journal #14

Monday

Well , I just realized what my Mom said was pretty right , that as long as you have faith in God , you won't be in trouble . So I know that God will never leave me , really , NEVER ! :)))))) Because I have this faith in God , and I am really sure that he will always guide me . :)))

It's just that sometimes , I feel nervous for some reasons . But anytime that those words came into my mind , I'm coming back  as being a confident daughter of him . Not just I have to , but because I trust him , with ALL MY HEART AND MY SOUL ! <33333

Tuesday - Saturday

Okay . Of course , we had our regular class . But from now on , also every saturday , we will have our regular class . Yeah if you think of it , it's quite boring , but really , trust me , it's fun , because the day of learning is increasing .

What happened those five days ? Uhm , that was really fun , specially last Wednesday , the Teacher's day . Because we had time to bond , my friends and I . We went out , we played , and ate what we really love to eat , as always , many foods always . Hoho :))) .

A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself .

Jim Morrison

For the past few days , I learned something of course , I realized something , that people are really different from each other , each of one . But that's life , you will experience everything you think you couldn't . 

Find a place inside where there's joy, and the joy will burn out the pain.

Joseph Campbell

 everythingthat you think you couldn't ..

E - Journal #13

When we are happy , we feel the music ,

But when we are sad , we feel the lyrics . 

I think that's what I feel right now , while having a soundtrip .  :(

Honestly ? I'm not really satisfied for what I did this whole week . Everything , and I can feel it . But I really don't know what is the reason behind my actions .

Sometimes , I find it hard to tell someone about my feelings . But I didn't notice that my actions are already showing it . But as possible as I can , I'll pretend that I'm alright . Because even me myself , don't know what's going on to me .

Maybe I just need more inspiration and love from my family and friends , for me to get back my confidence and my happy heart :) I think . 

I know that God is always my BESTFRIEND I can talk to , in times I'm not able to tell anybody about anything .

I think I just need to think positive  , to have faith and hope , so thet EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY , and I KNOW NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE . <3

They say that life without problems is like a school without classes .

Yes you might enjoy it , but you will never learn .

So I'm still thankful to God because he gave me another problem for me to learn again . <3 

Sorry for my problem :( it's just that , I felt different this whole week .