E - Journal #13

When we are happy , we feel the music ,

But when we are sad , we feel the lyrics . 

I think that's what I feel right now , while having a soundtrip .  :(

Honestly ? I'm not really satisfied for what I did this whole week . Everything , and I can feel it . But I really don't know what is the reason behind my actions .

Sometimes , I find it hard to tell someone about my feelings . But I didn't notice that my actions are already showing it . But as possible as I can , I'll pretend that I'm alright . Because even me myself , don't know what's going on to me .

Maybe I just need more inspiration and love from my family and friends , for me to get back my confidence and my happy heart :) I think . 

I know that God is always my BESTFRIEND I can talk to , in times I'm not able to tell anybody about anything .

I think I just need to think positive  , to have faith and hope , so thet EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY , and I KNOW NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE . <3

They say that life without problems is like a school without classes .

Yes you might enjoy it , but you will never learn .

So I'm still thankful to God because he gave me another problem for me to learn again . <3 

Sorry for my problem :( it's just that , I felt different this whole week .

E - Journal # 12

Okay I think I just have to generalize all the things that happened for the whole week . Because I think all that important thing that happend was the exam days , last Thursday to Friday .

Of course exam days are just so important for the students . That's why last Wednesday I reviewed a little for what I have to learn more , and Oh My God ! i just remember that our exam schedule for tomorrow will be English , and the next one is Filipino , and the last one will be the Economics . Oh My ! Really , is that nice ? Waaaaaah . Look , Filipino is hard , and of course Econimics is hard too ,  but what about English ? Huh ? English is harder people . :((( I wish everything would be okay about this . At this moment , what I'm feeling right now ----- I'm just nervoussssssss :( I don't know for what the exam would be , and for what will happen . :(( hayss . 

Whooo ! I just need to think positive for me to able to answer  correctly the questions in test . :)) and the other one is to trust in myself that I can do it . Haha :))) uhm another one , last :) to have faith in God ;) .

Well of course I reviewed , to make sure that It would be good . Haha . :))

Okay for now , I have to say Good Bye . Because I have something important to do . But this is more important :)) bye bye :) God Bless , and you take good care of yourself , you , yes you ! Who is reading right now , you take care *_* 

E - journal # 11

Happiness is always a matter of choice .

If you want to feel it , then choose the people  that will perfectly define it , and I think that's my Family and Friends . :)))) <3333

Monday 

What a beautiful and a great day for me . :)))

For the whole day , as usual , back to normal after all those happy days because of Buwan ng Wika :)) . We had our regular class today .

From school after class , we directly went to McDonalds because the three of us were just so hungry ( Henna , Chelle , and I ) and we really had so much fun ,we ate many foods ,  we talked about ourselves , we talked about boys :)) wahahaha , and we knew that all of us have no Boyfriends , and we were just so happy about that ;)) because instead of loving  boys , we're loving each one of us , we're loving our Family and our Friends and of course loving God !!! <333 :))))))))

After eating , after talking about many things , we went out and we accompanied her to her service , and then we also rode in the jeepny . Could you imagine that ? Ohhhh mmmyyyy Goooodd ! We saw someone who made me smile . :)) but I was shocked ! HAHAHA .  I felt really happy . :))

Tuesday

You know ? Yes I know that you know the fact that everytime you're with your friends , each one of you always have a full of stories to tell from their pockets + laugh trip + lots of love = HAPPINESS with no specific reasons because there are so many reasons to be happy ! 

1. God

2. Family 

3. Friends 

4. Who loves me :)) I'll  love them back :) hoho . :))

Wednesday - Friday 

Why girls are like this huh ? And why all of these girls , I am like this ? My god ! This is so painful , I can't take this . :(( 

But of course , one of the reasons why I am always happy , is because God is always there for me , and he will NEVER leave me !!! Because he loves me too so much !! :)))))))) hihihihihihi 

1. God 

2. Family 

 3. Friends 

4. Who loves me :)) I'll love them back . Hoho :)) 

So that was my Monday . Good Bye for now :) thanks for reading . :))

Tuesday 

You know ? Yes I know that you know the fact that everytime you're  with your friends , all of you always have a full of stories from their pockets + a

E -Journal #10

Monday 

Well wa had our regular class even though our ' Buwan ng Wika ' will be on Friday , and until now , we still don't have a presentation or even a dance practice or whatever ;)))) 

Tuesday

Thank you so much Lord for giving me another life to live with my Family and friends , and this day is just so special because it's my day today . So I have to be happy .

Uhmm , what happened awhile ago was just so embarassing , but really memorable .

Tuesday morning , I noticed that no one is greeting me , and I don't think that it's my day :( . Except the people from other section , they're greeting me , but my classmate didn't . So I was a little bit mad , but just a little 

Afternoon , ate Jha and Dha called me , then I came with them . On that place , wherein all of my friends were there . But I was shocked because their face were all mad , really mad , and I can say that they're mad at me . Then after I knew that they were mad at me , I cried so hard because I didn't do anything to make them mad ,  and every time that people got mad at me , I hate it , I really hate it , and I'm always blaming myself .

After a minute , while crying , Loraine came to me crying too , and then kissed and hugged me very very tightwhile saying sorry if we made you cry , and a happy happy happy birthday to you . :***** . Then they told me that they really love me :)) . My tears of sadness just turned to tears of joy at that timee :) 

So generally , they just pranked me ! But I loved it huh . hahaha ! Because they did something for me to make this day a great day , and also to make me feel that I am special to them , so they made me cry . They just really love to see  me crying . Hahaha .

Thank you for your effort my loving friends ! You know who you are . ILOVEYOU ALL ! SO MUCH ! :)) 

From school , my friends and I went out to have a group date , and that was so fun , so great !! 

So just thanks to Lord so much for this special dayyyyy ! 

Wednesday - Thursday

Same place , same time , and same scenes , we just practiced for our presentation on ' Buwan ng Wika ' .

Oh ! Before I forget . Thanks to my teachers for announcing our grades . i'm happy about that and of course to the Lord . ILOVEYOU LOOOORD !! :)))))

Friday .

This day will be the day ....... And I can feel it , that I'm having a heart attack .... Why ? Because I'm not yet prepared for what are we going to perform later . But anyway , God is always there to guide ussssss ! :))) hihiihihihi .

 time :))))